mardi 25 septembre 2012

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

20 September 2012
i know this kinda late, udah lewat dari 5 hari.
but, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
sekarang jeane udah 15 tahun masbrow.
what to post if you had a birthday?
i'm getting older and i get nearer to the adventure of life that getting harder each time, or, i should be happy, because, its what people do in each year when they had their own birthday..
so, about happy in your own birthday, means, a routinity ? that kind of question giving me some confused feelings.
Apakah, ulangtahun menjadi begitu bahagia karena itu cuma rutinitas seseorang that forced us to be happy in our older time ?
besides that, don't you think that we should thankGod for a time that we had ?
Don't you think we just run around the circumstance that finally bring us back to the Creator ?
15 years is such a long time, but for me, it is such a really short time, because you don't know when, how, where we will get our soul back.
this can be my last post, oh we don't know.
but about being ready is all the matters.

samedi 1 septembre 2012

THEY ARE GIFT

01 September 2012


So, me, I, a social person who need somebody to help me in this world, i can't stand by myself, i need somebody to be with me, help me in every situation, ofcourse my parents, my family, and my friends will always help me trough my problems, but, beside them, there are so many people who are like GIFT to me, that God give them to us, i'm very thankful because God let them to come into my life :


1. Pak Suhar (Mr.Suhar)
He's the one, that really impact my life, he's just like my second dad, he has been there since i was 3 even he live with such a simple things on his family, bring and give me some happiness that other people can't say, its like a personal thankful that i would like to share with God only, Mr Suhar is someone who owns money from his little pedicab, sometimes, when i really need a ride to go somewhere, My mom will call Mr.Suhar to pick me up and ride me to my destiny, he will ALWAYS come, with patient and cheer, he paddling his pedicab, even when i don't bring money, he STILL ride me to my destiny or my house, sometimes, when i need to repair something, like, lamp, table, chair, he will come to my house, fix it until it come back rights, he never ask for payment, he doing it with sincere, that's why, he's my trully inspiration and a GIFT from God.




2. Yuk Tik (Mrs. Tik)
She has been there for me since i was 3 years old, she's a housekeeper, a nanny and like my second mom for me, she treat me well everyday, she wait for me to come home, she wash all my dirty clothes, and serve my lunch or my dinner, she comes at 12am everyday, and when i home from school, she always open the door for me, and help me, like cook for me, or let me sleep while she ironing some clothes, she wake me up to remembering me about my session, and come home when i already clean my self, full and finished my session, when my mom gone to somewhere, my mom always called her if i am home alone, it doesn't matter for me to home alone, but because my parents are so overprotective, they called her to ACCOMPANY me even she had 3 son in her house, sometimes she shops for cook, and help my mom at a heavy duty. she's a GIFT


3. Om Epong (Mr Epong)
Mr Epong is my dad driver, he's just like my second uncle, he sometimes visit my house to bring all files that my dad order him too bring back to my house, and when my dad needs someone to drive his car, Mr Epong will absolutely come with his old motorcycle, just to drive my dad somewhere, i am really happy when he visited my house, i will asked him to have breakfast, lunch or dinner with me, and if he not in hurry he wants to eat with me, its a simple things that i cant explain, its a happiness, i know it is, and when he is in hurry he never forget to give me a warm smile and ask "how are you jeane?" even he is in hurry, he's nice and warm, he can make me feel comfortable around him.


Even i can't express it with words, i really meant it in every word that i type..
how i can't? i love them so much.
i really appreciate everything they have done for me.
i'm very thankful to God because he let them to come into my life, even they live with such a simple living, simple house, simple ride, enough money to make their family happy it is such a really priceless things, "i learn from them, that luxurious thing not forever will make you happy, but a simple thing is morethan enough to bring you happiness". i wish they could stay forever in my life ♥