Q & A

Q : Tell me about you
A : my name's Fanuel Jeane Cyrilla Pavitta Kunsiang i'm 14 i live in my beautiful country, Indonesia..

Q : You have a long name, so, how do we call you ?
A : I know :) just call me Jeane .

Q : What did usually you put on your tumblr or blogs ?
A : random.

Q : Follow for Follow ?
A : i dont do follow for follow, if you want for a follow back just ask :)

Q : Do you have pottermore account ?
A : yes i do. WizardWing212 and StormAccio137

Q : Do you have pet ?
A : yes. i have 5 dogs

Q : Do You Love our Followers ?
A : BIG HUGE YES !

Kiss Me

06 November 2011

Kiss me out of the bearded barley
Nightly, beside the green, green grass
Swing, swing, swing the spinning step
You wear those shoes and I will wear that dress.


Reff :
Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me.

Kiss me down by the broken tree house
Swing me upon it's hanging tire
Bring, bring, bring your flowered hat
We'll take the trail marked on your father's map

Reff :
Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me

Reff :
Kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me

So kiss me...
So kiss me..
So kiss me..

Emang ga cocok ya ? anak 14 Tahun, ndengerin ini ?
hahahhaha .
One of My favorite songs..
dinyanyikan oleh Sixpence None The Richer (disini)
dan, di populerkan oleh Avril Lavigne (disini.)

thanks for reading :*

Nothing's Gonna Change My Love For You

06 November 2011

If had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly

I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young
And we both know they'll take us
Where we want to go

Reff 1 :
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Reff 2 :
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

Reff 3 :
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy,
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too

Reff 1 :
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Reff 2 :
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love


Reff 3 :
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you


Reff 2 :
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

Reff 2 :
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love


Reff 3 :
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you
Reff 2 :
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

Old Song..
One of my favorite songs..
Lagu ini pernah dinyanyikan oleh
Westlife (disini.)
George Benson (disini.)
Glenn Medeiros (disini) atau (disini)

thanks for reading :*

Beautiful by Christian Bautista

06 November 2011

Beautiful girl, wherever you are
I knew when I saw you, you had opened the door
I knew that I’d love again after a long, long while
I’d love again.
You said “hello” and I turned to go
But something in your eyes left my heart beating so
I just knew that I’d love again after a long, long while
I’d love again.

Reff :
It was destiny’s game
For when love finally came on
I rushed in line only to find
That you were gone.

Whenever you are, I fear that I might
Have lost you forever like a song in the night
Now that I’ve loved again after a long, long while
I’ve loved again.

Reff :
It was destiny’s game
For when love finally came on
I rushed in line only to find
That you were gone.

Beautiful girl, I’ll search on for you
‘Til all of your loveliness in my arms come true
You’ve made me love again after a long, long while
In love again
And I’m glad that it’s you
Hmm, beautiful girl

This is one of my favorite songs :)
lagu ini pernah dinyanyikan oleh Jose Mari Chan
sweet, adorable, nice..
girl, i know that you will love this songs..
check it out here.

thanks for reading :*

Because Of You by Kelly Clarkson

06 November 2011

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Reff :

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Reff :
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing


Reff :
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

This is one of my favorite song..
and, ofcourse, this song made me cry everytime i heard it
lagu ini bagus banget..
simple, tapi, banyak arti yang bisa ditemukan di lagu ini..
kalian bisa check lagunya disini.

Dormitory .

06 November 2011

Emang bener..
november itu "My Lucky Bad Months"

jadi, kemaren..
aku sama mama aku cari-cari informasi sekolah di Surabaya..
dan, aku udah memutuskan buat masuk SMAK Santa Agnes
tau kenapa ?
1.) Ada Dormitory nya
2.) Sekolahnya ga asal.
3.) Aku cocok sama sekolah ini..

masalahnya..
papaku nggak ngijinin aku buat masuk SMAK Santa Agnes cuma gara-gara aku pengen masuk Asramanya..
sekarang, gini ajah deh..
dari pada aku PP Sidoarjo - Surabaya, Surabaya - Sidoarjo..
mending aku disana, menetap disana..
sekalian sekolah..
at least papa sama mama masih bisa jenguk aku'kan ?
banyak banget alesannya papa aku itu..
dari yang aku nanti ga bisa mandirilah (pa, buat apa aku masuk asrama kalo aku ga ada niatan buat belajar mandiri ?)
gara-gara aku anak tunggal (sekarang, gini deh, papa ajah jarang pulang ke rumah, punya anak sama ga punya anak sama ajah kan ?)
pergaulanmu sembarangan (Secara, apa iyaa aku masuk suatu sekolah itu nggak cari-cari informasi dulu ? dan juga apa iya, sekolah Katholik nge-biarin murid-muridnya bebas ? Enggaklah ! )

udah ketauan banget, alesan papa itu sama sekali ga masuk akal..
Lagi pula, selama ini apa-apa papa yang ngatur..
ini diatur, itu diatur..
ga pernah ngasih aku kesempatan sekali ajah buat pilih pilihanku sendiri..
ini hidup aku pa, aku juga udah gede..

tapi'kan jeane, maksud papa kamu itu'kan baik ?

maksud baik apa yang nggak ngijinin anaknya masuk sekolah bagus, hidup mandiri..
dan maksud baik apa nge-biarin anaknya tinggal di rumah, padahal dianya sendiri ga pernah pulang ???!!
akhirnya, aku nekat buat ke sekolah itu, dan ambil formulir pendaftaran..
aku memutuskan, buat ikut test apresiasi..
kata iya atau nggak dari papa nggak aku pikirin sekarang..
aku males, capek..
sama tingkahnya papa yg dari dulu ga pernah berubah..

EGOIS

Thanks for reading :*

If I Ain't Got You by Alicia Keys

03 November 2011

Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power, yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things
Define what's within
And I've been there before
But that life's a bore
So full of the superficial

Reff :
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, Yeah

Some people search for a fountain
That promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that's the only way to prove you love them
Hand me the world on a silver platter
And what good would it be
With no one to share
With no one who truly cares for me

Reff :
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, you, you
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
 If I ain't got you, yeah

If I ain't got you with me baby
So nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing
If I ain't got you with me baby

one of my favorite singer and songs :)
the most beautiful songs ever ! ;)
aku suka banget nget nget sama lagu ini !
apalagi pas aku lagi suka sama seseorang..
well, kenapa aku bisa suka sama lagu ini ?
soalnya, lagu ini meaningful banget..
bisa check sendiri deh lagunya disini .

thank you :*

Nothing.

29 Oktober 2011

Recent Picture (re : School Party) -

mau sharing ajah nih..
foto yang diatas nih ('_')^
namanya drew..adek kelasku..
gemes banget sama mukanya yang unyu banget..
Drew (6+ class) 

dan yang ini..

oke, ini embarrassing moment banget..
yang pegang tangan aku itu namanya
Fariz (9.1 class)
itu pas acara pensi waktu itu..
sempet ngakak guling-guling liat beginian..
soalnya, jarang banget aku ikut yang romantis-romantisan gini..
hahahha

jadi, udah ada beberapa foto yang aku cetak..
dari mulai ulang tahunku yang ke 13 - pensi beberapa hari yang lalu..
nggak nyangka, sejak dari PG di Mutiara Bunda dan masih tetap bertahan sampe SMP tahun ini..
aku udh bersyukur banget..aku masih punya dan masih bersama-sama dengan mereka..

its lucky to have all of you in my entire world..
and i'm lucky because i still be able to see all of that smile..

-fanueljeane ♥

thank you :)

Bad Day

1 November 2011

seharusnya, bulan November ini bisa jadi "My Lucky Months" sama kayak bulan Oktober kemaren..
jadi..

selasa wkt itu..
everything gone Crazy not normally .
hahaha
aku nggak bisa ngontrol emosiku, aku ketawa dari pagi sampe siang..
apalagi, ketawanya bareng si Jesika Khuana (Chika) .
bisa nggak ketolongan deh gilanya -_-

dari mulai jungkir walik, kesandung, orang bersin, guru, temen..
bahkan, yang nggak lucu'pun kita ketawain..
mana kelas rame, soalnya waktu itu ada guru yang ga masuk..
jadi, yah gitu deh, anak muda, mana ada sih yang bakalan diem, meskipun ga ada guru kelasnya :D

maaf ya pak, bu..ga bermaksud untuk menentang bapak ibu sekalian..

kejadiannya itu, aku itu masih dalam keadaan tidak sehat sehabis pulang dari pensi..
suaraku hilaaaang ! :'( batuk sama pilek *sroooot*
naaaah..
gara-gara kebawa suasana kelas yang rame, sambil main alat musik, dan nyanyi segala macem..
aku dengan pedenya ikutan nyanyi dengan kondisi suara yang amat ancur lebur -_-

tiba-tiba..
pas lagi enaknya nge-dumel lagu sendiri, guru OR aku masuk..
terus bilang..

"suaramu kok nge - 'press' jeane ?"

sekali lagi, aku tkankan pada kata PRESS

DALEM, NUSUK, SAKIT !

nge-'press' ? bisa diartiin pas-pas'an donk ?

nah, pas itu juga, anak cowok brandal dikelas pada nguping, dan ofcourse mereka nyadar kalo yang dimaksudkan nge-'press' itu pas"an..

mereka langsung rasan-rasan gitu -_-

kan jadi males banget..

pas aku noleh ke mereka ber-tiga Fariz Akbar (Fariz), Primaditha (Pim-pim) sama Raynaldi Caesar (Rere)

mereka nyadar dan agak sedikit menciut nyalinya setelah aku liatin pake tatapan kesinis-sinisan..

akhirnya..

salah satu diantara mereka ada yang ngaku juga..

dia bilang..

"si pim-pim bilang suaramu pas2an jeane, ga bisa nyanyi kayak anak2 lain"

Astagaaa..itukan gara-gara tenggrokanku bermasalaaah !

SAKIT ! TERHINA ! HANCUR LEBUR !

itu kesannya dalem banget..

udah mau jatuh ajah nih pancuran shower di mata :'(

ya Tuhan, suaraku dibilang pas2an..

ya emang sih, salah aku juga nekat2in nyanyi padahal suara udah bobrok banget -_-

akhirnya aku coba diem ajah..

dan, terusin ngakak bareng Chika..

sampe sore mau pulang..

mood'ku jadi agak gimanaaa gitu..

need my moodbooster..

tapi, aku tetep cuekin ajah mood'ku yang nggak karu-karuan itu buat tetep ngakak sama Chika..

sampe akhirnya..

Fariz, Yehezkiel Putra (Hezki), Chika mau ngerjain aku..

NB : Jadi, aku itu punya rasa geli yang "berlebihan" di belakang telinga..

dan, beneran itu geli banget kalo dipegang sama orang..

jadi, kadang aku selalu marah kalo ada orang yang memberanikan diri memegang telinga macan dengan berhadapan langsung dengan macannya (?)

abaikan, aku oon banget kalo disuruh soal perumpamaan..

jadi, anak 3 itu..

si chika, hezki, fariz mulai deh tangannya jahil megang-megang telingaku !

aku sebel banget ! apalagi sama si chika..si hezki juga !

mereka itu nggak sekedar "megang" tapi "narik" !

yang jadi bukan malah geli donk ! tapi, sakit !

Aku teriak ke arah mereka, sambil nahan air mata !

capek banget tau ga ! dari emosi soal suara, mood ga karu-karuan..tiba-tiba telingaku di pegang seenaknya sendiri !

aku marah ! aku banting pintu (katanya anak-anak sih, emang kalo aku marah itu jelek banget, soalnya aku jarang marah gitu deh anaknya ;;), nggak canda..Self-confidence ku lagi jebol nih -_)

aku ke kamar mandi, dan aku cuci muka, itung-itung meredamkan amarahku !

tapi, percuma, cuci mukanya ga mempan !

aku masuk kelas, nafasku ga beraturan, mukaku merah..

aku duduk..

anak-anak jadi pada hening semua..

chika sama hezki langsung dateng..

minta maaf sama aku..

cuma, ga aku peduliin, males banget.aku di kerjain habis-habisan kayak gitu !

sampe pulangpun yang biasanya aku nongkrong di belakang bareng mereka ber-dua sama anak-anak yang lain..

aku urungin dan lebih milih nunggu di depan sekolah

jadi, aku ini ikut anter jemput, makanya nunggu jemputan gitu :)

thanks for read :*
mungkin rada emosi yah ? hahahha
cukup.sekian.