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REST IN PEACE, MICKEY, YOU ALWAYS HAVE A ROOM IN OUR HEARTS..
I LOVE YOU, AND I'M SORRY..

WE AIN'T RESPECT RACISM

21 April 2013

So, today in my school, we've learned about Racism and Respect.

Teachers gave us a good movie called, The Help.

The Help talked about an aspiring author (played by : emma stone as skeeter) during the civil rights movement of the 1960's decides to write a book telling about African-American maids POV on the white families for which they work, and the hardships they go through on a daily basis.

i felt really emotional while watching The Help, i couldn't hold it, i was sobbing right when the film got into it climax, i cried harder, and shame on me, i cried in the middle of all students in class, sad, i know.

and, The Help, make me realized that Racism its not done yet, eventhough not as worst as the early of19th centuries, but, it still there..

like example, in my school, the students are dominant the asian or the chinese, and me, as a javanese people, have a dark skin more than them, so, sometimes, we are being insulted as "black, or blacky" but, don't worry, it just a joke, but, for some people, it may become a annoying joke they have experience..

to prevent us from the Racism and receive Respect, let's know more about it..

What is Racism?

Racism is such a human right separate aparts, belief that another person is less than human, separate by skin colors, language, culture or any factor that make people see them different.

Since when Racism started and stopped?

Racism start in early 18th century, though it gained most of its influence in the mid-19th century, during the new imperialism period, and stopped  about 40 years go with the civil rights movement. However it still lasted for about 10-20 years after that. Then it pretty died down. However it was proven that racism from whites towards blacks is not major anymore considering white people elected a half black president over a full white one.

Who are the most influence figure?

By my research..

1. Abraham Lincoln :

was the 16th president of the United States, that influence of anti-racism..

He made a speech about racism, in that case, Mr. Abraham Lincoln said that :

"......As a nation, we began by declaring that "all men are created equal." We now practically read it "all men are created equal, except negroes." When the Know-Nothings get control, it will read "all men are created equal, except negroes, and foreigners, and catholics."........." 

so, Mr.Abraham Lincoln said, if all men are created equal no human in this world supposed to be treated down by some of people just because they see them different, but, that's what happened in our worlds, that people still couldn't respect the different between us.

2. Martin Luther King Jr.

was an American clergyman, activist, and leader in the African-American civil rights movement. He is best known for his role in the advancement of civil rights using nonviolent civil disobedience. King has become a national icon in the history of American progressivism.

Sir Martin Luther made a popular speech too, "I Have a Dream" it's about to combine and stop the unequal human rights that happened between black people and white people, his dream to make a differences, his dream to erase discrimination among us.

"I say to you today, my friends, so even though we face the difficulties of today and tomorrow, I still have a dream. It is a dream deeply rooted in the American dream.

I have a dream that one day this nation will rise up and live out the true meaning of its creed: 'We hold these truths to be self-evident: that all men are created equal.'

I have a dream that one day on the red hills of Georgia the sons of former slaves and the sons of former slave owners will be able to sit down together at the table of brotherhood.

I have a dream that one day even the state of Mississippi, a state sweltering with the heat of injustice, sweltering with the heat of oppression, will be transformed into an oasis of freedom and justice.

I have a dream that my four little children will one day live in a nation where they will not be judged by the color of their skin but by the content of their character.

I have a dream today.

I have a dream that one day, down in Alabama, with its vicious racists, with its governor having his lips dripping with the words of interposition and nullification; one day right there in Alabama, little black boys and black girls will be able to join hands with little white boys and white girls as sisters and brothers.

I have a dream today." 

August 28, 1963

Sir Martin Luther King Jr. 

Sir Martin Luther Rest In Peace on April 4, 1968.

3. Michael Jackson

By his song, black or white, michael deliver his mind to every people about discriminant and racism, michael saw that we are all same..

".....I Said If You're Thinkin' Of Being My Baby It Don't Matter If You're Black Or White...."

Why we shouldn't be racist?

All men are equal, that's how Sir Abraham Lincoln, Sir Martin Luther and Michael Jackson said.

We are all different because we created to complete eachother, if in this world, we live with the same people same created we will get bored, God created all of us different, to color the world.

What should we do?

To prevent the racism, let's start it by ourself, when you see someone who is different with you, the skin, the language the culture, don't see them as a "different one" but see them as unique and we should see them as our complement, without them, my life wouldn't be perfect.

Respect them too, don't mock theirs but, respect them, we didn't want to be mock by someone right?

So, we should treat people like we treat ourself, respect them, be nice with them, support them, no matter how special they are to us..

thanks for reading :*

P.S : share this if you are not racism and not a discrimination.

I Knew You Were Trouble by Taylor Swift

21 April 2013

Once upon time
A few mistakes ago
I was in your sights
You got me alone
You found me
You found me
You found me

I guess you didn't care
And I guess I liked that
And when I fell hard
You took a step back
Without me, without me, without me

And he's long gone
When he's next to me
And I realize the blame is on me

Cause I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places i'd never been
Till you put me down oh
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places i'd never been
Now i'm lying on the cold hard ground
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble

No apologies
He'll never see you cry
Pretend he doesn't know
That he's the reason why
You're drowning, you're drowning, you're drowning

And I heard you moved on
From whispers on the street
A new notch in your belt
Is all I'll ever be
And now I see, now I see, now I see
He was long gone
When he met me
And I realize the joke is on me

I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places i'd never been
Till you put me down oh
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places i'd never been
Now i'm lying on the cold hard ground
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble

When your sadest fear comes creeping in
That you never loved me or her or anyone or anything
Yeah

I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
Till you put me down oh
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places i'd never been
Now i'm lying on the cold hard ground
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble

I knew you were trouble when you walked in
Trouble, trouble, trouble
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
Trouble, trouble, trouble!

cing, actually, this songs reminds me of you, but don't worry, its already the past..
hahaha.
i've already have a new page of mine, and you've yours too..

so, all the best for both of us :D

I Luckily Had Them

18 April 2013

Here's all my love to all the people who support, cheer, care, being sweet, love and always be there for me..

I appreciate you guys alot, i don't know how could i survive without you guys, i love you, and i just wonder if you've already feel it, deep thankful for them..

alot of people come and stay, or just come then leave, but they give me alot of lesson in life, i couldn't remember all, but atleast, you're one of them who help me to be more mature, to be more wise, to be more good than before, you make me improve my self alot. thank you.

1.) Dad

thanks for helping me improve my self alot, even you barely there for me, thanks for all the things you do for me, i appreciate all of your work alot dad, i love you, and i need more time with you, i miss you too dad, and, sorry if i give you a high temper sometime,i didn't mean to hurt you, i trully love you daddy.

2.) Mom

thanks for be there for me, alot of time i spare with you, but, i never get close to you, i'm sorry for everything that makes you hurt, i didn't mean it, i swear, i'm just having my hard time, and i barely talk it with you, i'm sorry, but, hanks for verything that you've done

3.) Yutik

you've already there for me since i'm 3 years old,you help me grow up well, you treat me like i'm your own daughter, even sometimes, i'm being a jerk with you, but ou never tell your heart out and still help me for something that i couldn't do for myself, thank you yutik, thank you for being there for me

4.) Teachers

i hate yo sometimes, i admit it, you guys are so ugh, annoying and strict and i can't handle your scream too, and that sharp eyes which see me like a big fat zebra and all of you are a hunger tigers, but, without you, i can't do everything, without you, i'm lost, i will totally lost, deep inside i love you guys alot, but i'm sorry i still make you mad or things like that, i know that what i've been through is nothing compare to yours, but, i really  didn't mean to hurt you at all, or make you mad, i just lost control sometimes because some problems that i couldn't solve yet..

5.) My Bestfriends

You guys are the best things that i ever had in my life, without you i can't survive, i swear, everytime i have alot of problem you guys always be there for me, eventhough we're in fight sometimes, but it always end for my own good you said, and it prove by everything that we've been through, smile, laugh, tears, frightening, we share it all together, some of you just come by, like, komang, from Bali, we met by accident, when i'm hungry, so i stop at your mom's stand, then you take me arund sanur, we know eachother by accident, but everything that you had make me smile even just for a while, until we say goodbye to eachother when the sunset was coming, we have something in common that make us closer, i look forward to meet you again, i miss you komang..

6.) Ex Boyfriend/Ex-Crush

i don't know why i mention them, hahaha, but, they give me some love experience, what is like to be falling in love,what is like to be flying high when they touch you, talk to you, and smile to you, how its like to hurt, break down, because they didn't seeyou as you do, tears, and wake upall night think about the future that you wanted to be happened, but, it can't..ironic, beauiful, sad, wonderful, all in one package

7.) My Boyfriend

he teaches you how to love right, respect right, all new experience, have fun, and happy tears, how to treat your girl right, how to make surprise, what's brave like, what's time means with them, what's like miss someone alot like, dreaming, painting how our future will be, wat is like to hold your laugh in the middle of the night, do stupid crazy things without elders know it, hahaha.

how it feels to be special, what's like to be loved, and what is like to love someone.

8.) Last but not least, God..

He is everything in my life, no words found to describe His kindness, His love is perfect and everlasting..

no words cold be found to describe how beautiful He is, how sincere of His love, everything on Him is perfect..

Thank you for always be there for me God, without you i'm nothing really..

you guys are like sun to my sunflower..

wassup Andrew?!

08 April 2013

Let me tell you about my friend, Andrew Limanata, known as Andrew
I've already talk about him, in my previous post "My Moodboosta'"
Let me tell you some secret about him. Almost all the project or assignment he got. i'm one of his friends who working on it too..
But, he doesn't push me to do that, i'm the one who offer him to give him a hand on his project or assignment.
I don't mind to help him, because, i don't know, i feel like, i should help him, there are a thousand reason why i really want to help him, but, i couldn't tell why..
well, Andrew likes to talk or share about something with me, sometimes, well not sometimes. "ALWAYS" i always give him some advice how he will do it..
At first, i don't know if he could be this kind of friend who helps me alot, or cheers me alot, at first i see him as only a teamwork friends..
when there's a team project, he will always ask me to join him, and when my other friends want to take me to be in their group, Andrew always prevent me to join them and said "if you want her to be in your team, then take me too be in your group too, because we're in one package" one day, one of my friends asked him, "why you always want to be in her team?" "because, she understand my full daily activities, and she knows that i can't working on it alone or by myself, i always need someone to help me, and Jeane want to help me, so, yeah"
at first, i'm worried about that, i'm worried that Andrew can't working on everything by his self, but need other people to help him, so i offer him a deal, he should help to finish his project or assignment, no matter he only prepare the papers, buy half of the ingredients, he only print out the paper, or write half of his assignment, copying it on his note book, i don't care, as long as he think or work it too..
be honest, wege never allowed me to do his assignment, because wege belief that if i help him, he will forgetting me and only use me to be his server who always working on his project all day, i've already told him that, we dealing the task, not only the project, but, in examination too, we don't call it as cheating or using someone, but we call it team work, sometimes, i give andrew the answer and then, he copy it, and when i'm not sure with my answer or i don't know the answer, andrew ask somebody else or cheat somebody else to give me the answer, and when there are assignment which i couldn't finish it, Andrew which understand some of them well, he teach me how to finish and solve the problem..
well not only on project or assignment, he is really fun, silly, kind and sometimes care with me, when i'm in trouble or when i'm sick..
here's some story about him :
one day, i was really tired, we had the sport class, and i didn't eat my breakfast before and i less sleep, like insomnia, so i couldn't sleep the day before..
and we had the heavy physical exercise, at the end of the physical exercise, my head spinning around then, the only thing i could see was darkness, and everything fading slowly, then suddenly, i got black out, so my friends, including wege, carry me to the school health center, and then, when school is over, i bought some rice because i felt hungry af. then here came andrew sit next to my chair then said, "can i have the rice?" i said, "yes, eat it, i will buy another one" then andrew refuse to ate it,he said "you should eat alot, you usually sick and have that scary black out, how could that happen?" "i didn't have my breakfast, and i had a bad lack of sleep." i said.so for me the conclusion is, he cares with me.
the second story when i had a fight with wege, then i cried harder that time, Andrew asked me "what happened? why you didn't eat?" "if you want to, just eat it andrew, i don't mind, i'm not hungry" i said with the shaking voice because i'm still crying, then he said, "no, i save it for you here, next to the window" at first i don't care, then i continued to cried, he suddenly came up in front of me and said "stop crying, teacher could hear you, then he turn his body to cover me from the teacher, he is really nice.
some people may think that Andrew is such a bad naughty boy, and such annoying boy, but, for me, he is my bestfriend who understand people really well, but he doesn't showing off of it..
that's all..

 

Andrew in Junior High School,got his teeth busted lol

His 17th birthday in our class.  

The most handsome picture of Andrew lol.

I Won't Give Up by Jason Mraz

05 April 2013

When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
Well, there's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?



Reff :
Well, I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find


'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No, I won't give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got, yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not, and who I am

Reff:
I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up, still looking up.

Well, I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up)
God knows I'm tough enough (I am tough, I am loved)
We've got a lot to learn (we're alive, we are loved)
God knows we're worth it (and we're worth it)

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

this song, reminds me of our fights for such a small things,or even fights for a big things.
i know, we can't balance our emotional right..
but, i don't know, did you still wanted for me or not, did you still want to be me or not..
i know its only few weeks, but we couldn't control our emotion..
i just wanted you to know..
that, i really won't give up on you, on me, on us or even on our relationship.
check this song here